Kissing Cousins
I’m back to blogging now that I have returned from my holiday hiatus. A lovely hiatus which I spent with lots of family in the northeast. I enjoyed seeing the aunts and uncles and many of the first and second cousins, whom I only get to see a few times a year. One thing that struck me is that some of the cousins are a whole lot finer than they used to be when we were growing up…like damn, I didn’t realize you were quite that tall, or cuz, you’ve put on some thickness and aren’t quite as skinny as you used to be…We reminisced about the days when our elders would just put us in the tub together to give us a bath…lol. Or the days we would sleep in the same bed as kids. Can’t go there now- let’s just say that.
I spent a whole lot of time with one guy cousin in particular who I love talking to because of the frankness and openness between us. J and I have always been close for some reason. Closetfreak that I am, you know I asked him all sorts of questions about men and sex and relationships. He gave me some useful tidbits that I will most definitely put to use here in the Atl when the opportunity next presents itself. I’ll be sure to let ya’ll know how stuff works out.
Anywhoo, we went out several nights and did a whole lot of dancing and imbibing of spirits and then with all the titillating talk…I can’t lie- I had some incestuous thoughts. I do hereby accuse myself, here in the ‘privacy’ of my anonymous blog. I don’t know where the thoughts came from, but driving back from a night of two-stepping and feeling all floaty from a pink drink called X-rated…I just started imagining what if…I mean no one would have to know…I even told him, “Too bad you are my first cousin J, if you weren’t I could let you get a taste of this pussy.” It made me laugh to see the mild surprise register in his face at my boldness and I could have sworn I saw his dick get hard in his pants. He didn’t say anything, keeping his eyes on the road…but I wonder where his thoughts were during the rest of the ride. He may not have said a thing, but I know he was thinking the same thing…All I can say is that consanguinity is a muthafucka!
Other than that one rather forward comment I conducted myself with decorum the rest of the trip, even though I made sure I was fine as hell everytime I was gonna see good ole cuz. I promise, I was a good girl and didn’t break any moral or social laws, so no one has to quit reading this post in revulsion.
But we are all friends here. I’ve made my confession- what about ya’ll anyone else had illicit thoughts towards their cousins of the opposite sex? Please don’t tell me I am the only one!
Your secret is safe with me, CF. You twisted little thing, I missed you.
Have you read my Aunt Tess blog somewhere in the archives. I am the naughty aunt seducing my nephew. I assure you this is pure fantasy, though even in the story the nephew is 18, my own nephew is a mere eight years old. I have my standards and age of consent is one line no one should ever cross. I couldn’t even cross it in fantasy, plus I like a manly man.
Tess
Comment by T in NYC — December 2, 2005 @ 4:30 am
Kissing cousin….I do believe that most of us do have one family member that we would love to have sex with. For sure I know I do, come to think about it I have a couple that I would love to give the dick too. But we know our limits and like you we will keep it on the low.
Comment by NYC_Riders — December 2, 2005 @ 12:41 pm
Ummmmmm yall shoulda did it, I guess yall still probably still thinking about it to this day! But you know we are really distant cousins right, RIGHT????? lol
Comment by kum — December 2, 2005 @ 11:17 pm
I know what you mean. I have this one cousin who is so damn fine I have to just talk to him in passing. I remember he step out of his car at the family reunion and I was in the kitchen helping my mom and I looked out the window and said damn which was suppose to be in
my head but came out of my mouth and all the girls looked and said Damn shame he’s our cousin.
Comment by Mzgant — December 4, 2005 @ 8:41 am
Sweetie I know the feeling….I grew up with several female cousins just a few years older than me and I promise you I wanted to sleep with each and every one of them (it was about 6 total)….to this day when I go back home to da sip or go visit the fam in chi-town I look at them in that way and have to compose myself b/c I know they can tell just how much I’m flirting with them but dang I cant help it…lol…
Comment by stressreliever — December 5, 2005 @ 2:39 pm
Well you’re the closet freak and I’m the open freak…LOL And I damned sure would’ve done it. Especially when it comes down to us being 3rd & 4th cousins and once removed and all that mumbo jumbo. I remember going to a family reunion in JAX, FL and I met one of my cousins from Detroit. It was an instant attraction. I remember we were in the pool frolicing and her mom, who’d apparently been watching us for a minute…yelled over the balcony “hey cousin.” Scared the sh!t outta both of us. But the night before I was to leave we had a room to ourselves. I will say there was some touching going on…but no touching in “those” areas. I can’t really describe it. I do remember giving her a massage. But in the end we didn’t do anything and I regret it. That was when I was 18. Call me sick or whatever but at 30 I would’ve been wearing out some family @ss…LOL She’d never miss a family reunion after it either…LOL That’s my story and I’m stickin’ to it!
Comment by Mr. Mizrahi — December 17, 2005 @ 6:35 pm
Nice format for your blog.
I don’t actually think of any family members this way. But the twisted thing is…I have twisted fantasies that get me off b/c of the taboo of the subject. Some of those taboos are incestuous.
Comment by Darling Nikki — December 18, 2005 @ 8:38 pm
I can’t lie…all my cousins are a pain in the ass and I’m not attracted to any of them. But I did have one cousin who’d been trying to fuck me since I was 13.
Comment by sumisse — January 8, 2006 @ 9:29 am
Im not gonna lie I have had sex with my cousin more times than I can count on my hands and every time it gets better..I dont know how it happend we just have like a fatal attraction for one another and this has been going on now for almost 3 years he is 10 years younger than I am and the sex is so good and what makes it so bad is that he has a girlfriend but spends all his time with me!
Comment by anon — October 2, 2006 @ 7:25 pm
I have a beautiful cousin. She and I have been close for 25 years. We had kissed and touched as adolesents. Just a couple a weeks ago, she told me that she sometimes closes her eyes and has sexual thoughts of me while fucking her husband because it’s the only way she can cum. Wow! I was so turned on. Now I can’t get her out of my mind and I want to be with her very badly; sexually. So, I truly understand the driving force behind “Kissing Cousins”. I feel crazy now! lol
Comment by Marvin — March 4, 2007 @ 1:30 am